Dopsala odstavec a nesly\u0161n\u011b si odfrkla. Op\u0159ela se nah\u00fdmi z\u00e1dy o ledov\u00fd radi\u00e1tor a pevn\u011b sev\u0159ela v\u00ed\u010dka. Vyj\u00e1d\u0159en\u00ed vlastn\u00edho j\u00e1 je hlavn\u00ed pot\u0159ebou lidsk\u00e9 p\u0159irozenosti, proto p\u00ed\u0161e. I kdy\u017e to n\u011bkdy bol\u00ed, i kdy\u017e to \u010dasto ned\u00e1v\u00e1 smysl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e Petr vstoupil do m\u00edstnosti, trhla sebou. Nesly\u0161ela ho p\u0159ij\u00edt. My\u0161lenky j\u00ed bubnovaly do sp\u00e1nk\u016f tak hlasit\u011b, \u017ee p\u0159ehlu\u0161ily cel\u00fd sv\u011bt kolem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cD\u00e1\u0161 si kafe?\u201d, za\u0161eptal j\u00ed do ucha hned potom, co j\u00ed shrnul spadl\u00fd pramen vlas\u016f z \u010dela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prudce se oto\u010dila a kousla ho do rtu. Vrazil j\u00ed facku, ani\u017e by to stihl promyslet. S\u00e1m sebe p\u0159ekvapil. Magdu to ani moc nep\u0159ekvapilo. Jejich vztah byl barevn\u00fd, nebo alespo\u0148 tak to kdysi popsala sv\u00e9 terapeutce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e p\u0159ed n\u00ed postavil kv\u011btovan\u00fd hrnek von\u00edc\u00ed jako obejmut\u00ed, vyz\u00fdvav\u011b se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala. Petr se posadil k Magd\u011b. Hork\u00e1 z\u00e1da se jim lepila k chladn\u00e9mu plechu. Zvedl hrnek k jej\u00edm \u00fast\u016fm a nechal ji usrknout. Za jin\u00fdch okolnost\u00ed by to pova\u017eovala za v\u0159el\u00fd, skoro a\u017e romantick\u00fd v\u00fdraz p\u00e9\u010de, mo\u017en\u00e1 by to i p\u0159esn\u011b tak popsala v n\u011bjak\u00e9 ze sv\u00fdch d\u0159\u00edv\u011bj\u0161\u00edch pov\u00eddek. Dnes ne. Dnes ne!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Petr pozoroval hebk\u00fd samet Magdin\u00fdch stehen, odlo\u017eil hrnek nedopit\u00e9ho kafe a pol\u00edbil ji na koleno. Pokra\u010doval pomalu, ale jist\u011b, dokud se jeho jazyk nedotkl \u010dern\u00e9 krajky, st\u0159e\u017e\u00edc\u00ed jeho c\u00edl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Posledn\u00ed dny jsou stejn\u00e9, jeden jako druh\u00fd. I p\u0159esto Magd\u011b koloval v \u017eil\u00e1ch paralyzuj\u00edc\u00ed strach. Kdy\u017e naposledy prudce zalapala po dechu, musela si to p\u0159iznat. Miluje Petra. Miluje ho a sou\u010dasn\u011b nen\u00e1vid\u00ed do morku kost\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cM\u011bla bys ps\u00e1t, l\u00e1sko. Nech\u00e1m t\u011b v klidu a p\u016fjdu si je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bco p\u0159ipravit na z\u00edt\u0159ek. Kolik ti toho je\u0161t\u011b zb\u00fdv\u00e1?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDneska to dop\u00ed\u0161u. U\u017e p\u0159esn\u011b v\u00edm, jak ten z\u00e1v\u011br bude vypadat\u201d, za\u0161eptala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e za sebou Petr a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 ti\u0161e a l\u00e1skypln\u011b zav\u0159el dve\u0159e, s\u00e1hla si pod sukni. Je\u0161t\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d byla mokr\u00e1. Usm\u00e1la se a p\u0159isunula si texty bl\u00ed\u017e. Ve skute\u010dnosti u\u017e m\u011bla pov\u00eddku dopsanou, ale \u010dekala s touhle zpr\u00e1vou a\u017e na ve\u010der. A\u017e na chv\u00edli, kdy bude Petr p\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b unaven\u00fd. Trochu se opij\u00ed a znovu pomiluj\u00ed. Pak mu to \u0159ekne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBude se jmenovat O tom, co z n\u00e1s zbylo<\/em>\u201d, ozn\u00e1mila mu sotva ve\u0161el do pokoje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cTo je trochu lacin\u00e9, nemysl\u00ed\u0161?\u201d, odpov\u011bd\u011bl Petr po chvilce zamy\u0161len\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cJo. Je. Je to dost lacin\u00fd. Jen\u017ee liter\u00e1rn\u00ed konzumenti ani nakladatelstv\u00ed necht\u011bj\u00ed nic, co by se vymykalo mainstreamu\u201d, op\u00e1\u010dila Magda sebejist\u00fdm hlasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cPo\u010dkej, chce\u0161 mi t\u00edm \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee u\u017e to m\u00e1\u0161 opravdu dopsan\u00e9?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cJo. M\u00e1m to fakt dopsan\u00fd.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cA co bude te\u010f?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cCo kdyby sis m\u011b znovu vojel a pak mi kone\u010dn\u011b sundal ty pouta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Petr zav\u00e1hal. Ruka v kapse pevn\u011b sev\u0159ela kl\u00ed\u010d, kter\u00fd tam nosil u\u017e dva t\u00fddny. Kdy\u017e mu to Magda poprv\u00e9 navrhla, poh\u00e1dali se. Stra\u0161n\u011b ji se\u0159val, Magda do n\u011bj bu\u0161ila p\u011bstmi jako zb\u011bsil\u00e1. K\u0159i\u010dela, bre\u010dela a nakonec prosila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cPot\u0159ebuju c\u00edtit bolest. Pot\u0159ebuju c\u00edtit strach. Pot\u0159ebuju c\u00edtit bezmoc. Bez toho nenap\u00ed\u0161u ani jeden posranej odstavec!\u201d, vy\u0161t\u011bkla na n\u011bj nakonec zoufale. Petr to nech\u00e1pal. Znal Magdu u\u017e skoro rok, znal jej\u00ed v\u011b\u010dn\u00e9 nahoru, dol\u016f. V\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee je temperamentn\u00ed, dokonce to na n\u00ed miloval. Te\u010f to na n\u00ed nen\u00e1vid\u011bl. Vlepil j\u00ed facku, aby se probrala, ale jako by j\u00ed to tehdy je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc nabudilo. Milovali se pak n\u011bkolik hodin. Jejich zpocen\u00e1 t\u011bla tuhla vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00edm, ale nedok\u00e1zali se od sebe odtrhnout, nedok\u00e1zali s t\u00edm p\u0159estat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n R\u00e1no mu bez jedin\u00e9ho slova podala pouta. Nejd\u0159\u00edv se mu ta p\u0159edstava hnusila, ale pak j\u00ed pevn\u011b sev\u0159el z\u00e1p\u011bst\u00ed a dovlekl do kuchyn\u011b. Kdy\u017e Magdu poutal k topen\u00ed, cht\u011blo se mu vzteky bre\u010det i \u0159v\u00e1t. Neud\u011blal ani jedno. Ml\u010dky se zvednul, v\u011bnoval j\u00ed ostr\u00fd pohled a ode\u0161el do pr\u00e1ce. Ten den z\u016fstal v kancel\u00e1\u0159i o n\u011bkolik hodin d\u00e9le ne\u017e obvykle. B\u00e1l se p\u0159ij\u00edt dom\u016f. B\u00e1l se pohledu, kter\u00fd se mu v kuchyni naskytne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b do\u0161oural dom\u016f, na\u0161el Magdu uslzenou mezi popsan\u00fdmi archy pap\u00edru. Ten den u\u017e spolu nepromluvili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Petr ml\u010dky st\u00e1l a k\u0159e\u010dovit\u011b sv\u00edral skleni\u010dku s ginem. Magda znovu zopakovala svou posledn\u00ed ot\u00e1zku, \u201cCo kdyby sis m\u011b znovu vojel a pak mi kone\u010dn\u011b sundal ty pouta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Polo\u017eil skleni\u010dku na st\u016fl a trhnut\u00edm si k sob\u011b Magdu oto\u010dil z\u00e1dy. Chv\u00edli na n\u00ed jen z\u00edral, pak j\u00ed prudce s\u00e1hl pod sukni a st\u00e1hnul kalhotky. Poslouchal, jak se j\u00ed zrychluje dech a t\u011blo nekontrolovan\u011b chv\u011bje. Dr\u017eel ji pevn\u011b a kdy\u017e stisk povolil, odstr\u010dila ho od sebe a oto\u010dila se k n\u011bmu \u010delem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cChci ti vid\u011bt do tv\u00e1\u0159e\u201d, zad\u00fdchan\u011b hlesla a volnou rukou nahmatala rukoje\u0165.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cPro\u010d?\u201d, zas\u00edpal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAni nev\u00edm\u201d, ti\u0161e odpov\u011bd\u011bla zat\u00edmco co vytahovala n\u016f\u017e, aby mohla jeho \u010depel znovu pomalu pono\u0159it do Petrovy hrudi. \u201cAni nev\u00edm, l\u00e1sko.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kdy\u017e za sebou zabouchla dve\u0159e bytu a sb\u00edhala dol\u016f, do\u0161lo j\u00ed to. Spr\u00e1vn\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f n\u00e1s \u010dasto napadne a\u017e cestou ze schod\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cProto\u017ee z n\u00e1s nezbylo nic, l\u00e1sko\u201d, zamumlala a vyb\u011bhla na ulici. \u0158idi\u010dka nestihla vyk\u0159iknout ani dupnout na brzdu a vzduchem se rozlehlo ohlu\u0161uj\u00edc\u00ed ticho.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dopsala odstavec a nesly\u0161n\u011b si odfrkla. Op\u0159ela se nah\u00fdmi z\u00e1dy o ledov\u00fd radi\u00e1tor a pevn\u011b sev\u0159ela v\u00ed\u010dka. Vyj\u00e1d\u0159en\u00ed vlastn\u00edho j\u00e1 je hlavn\u00ed pot\u0159ebou lidsk\u00e9 p\u0159irozenosti, proto p\u00ed\u0161e. I kdy\u017e to n\u011bkdy bol\u00ed, i kdy\u017e to \u010dasto ned\u00e1v\u00e1 smysl. Kdy\u017e Petr vstoupil do m\u00edstnosti, trhla sebou. Nesly\u0161ela ho p\u0159ij\u00edt. My\u0161lenky j\u00ed bubnovaly do sp\u00e1nk\u016f tak hlasit\u011b, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=892"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":895,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/892\/revisions\/895"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.petradavidkova.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}