Jsou dny, kdy se o sebe jen lehce ot\u0159eme, jako kdy\u017e se dva lid\u00e9 minou v \u00fazk\u00e9 chodb\u011b a p\u0159edst\u00edraj\u00ed, \u017ee se jich to nedotklo. A\u010dkoliv ta bl\u00edzkost na nich ulp\u00ed a\u017e do ve\u010dern\u00ed sprchy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jindy spolu jen tak post\u00e1v\u00e1me a je n\u00e1m lehce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Moje ticho se ke mn\u011b um\u00ed p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eit nen\u00e1padn\u011b.
Tak nen\u00e1padn\u011b, \u017ee si ho v\u0161imnu a\u017e ve chv\u00edli, kdy u\u017e m\u011b obj\u00edm\u00e1 tak siln\u011b, \u017ee je obt\u00ed\u017en\u00e9 se v\u016fbec jen nadechnout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy mi vleze pod kab\u00e1t, ani\u017e bych si toho v\u0161imla.
Cel\u00fd den ho nesu na ramenou.
Neviditeln\u00e9.
Ale t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 tak, \u017ee ka\u017ed\u00fd krok c\u00edt\u00edm v\u00edc a v\u00edc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ob\u010das se v noci cel\u00e9 rozlije na podlahu.
A r\u00e1no o n\u011bj s prvn\u00edm krokem zakopnu.
Jako by na m\u011b \u010dekalo.
Poslu\u0161n\u011b u nohou postele, a p\u0159esto s ne\u00faprosn\u00fdm sev\u0159en\u00edm m\u00fdch kotn\u00edk\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy m\u011b hlad\u00ed po vlasech.
L\u00e1skypln\u011b.
N\u011b\u017en\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zapl\u00e9t\u00e1 moje neu\u010desan\u00e9 my\u0161lenky do cop\u016f, kter\u00e9 aspo\u0148 chv\u00edli dr\u017e\u00ed pohromad\u011b.
V t\u011bch chv\u00edl\u00edch je moje ticho laskav\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0159eba jako kdy\u017e bere \u0161t\u011btec a nam\u00e1\u010d\u00ed ho do vzpom\u00ednek.
Do t\u011bch, co maj\u00ed ostr\u00e9 hrany a kter\u00fdch se sama boj\u00edm dotknout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maluje mi jimi po k\u016f\u017ei obl\u00e9, tepl\u00e9 obrazce.
Pomalu. Bez sp\u011bchu.
Tak, \u017ee m\u00e1m kone\u010dn\u011b \u0161anci se s nimi potkat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Moje ticho se mnou \u017eije ka\u017ed\u00fd den.
Jako n\u011bkdo, kdo neodch\u00e1z\u00ed, i kdy\u017e by mohl.
Trp\u011bliv\u011b z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1 i ve dnech, kdy na n\u011bj zoufale k\u0159i\u010d\u00edm. Z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1 i tehdy, kdy\u017e u\u017e jen ti\u0161e vzlyk\u00e1m vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nept\u00e1 se, jestli ho chci m\u00edt.
Nept\u00e1 se, jak ho chci m\u00edt.
K\u00fdm by se pro m\u011b m\u011blo st\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Netvaruje m\u011b k obrazu sv\u00e9mu.
Ani nevy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1, kdy\u017e mnou emoce cloumaj\u00ed tak, \u017ee je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 jen b\u00fdt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Je tam.
Neopou\u0161t\u00ed m\u011b.
Jen hled\u00e1 zp\u016fsob, jak mi b\u00fdt na bl\u00edzku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy se dr\u017e\u00ed.
Jindy jen stoj\u00ed vedle m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U\u010d\u00edme se spolu b\u00fdt.
Bez toho, abychom se \u00fapln\u011b pohltily.
A bez toho, abychom se dok\u00e1zaly \u00fapln\u011b pustit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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